it happened one after the other, i didn't even have the space to utter "what?"

today is the 40th anniversary of the six day war, or the arab-israeli conflict that remapped the territories and borders of all states concerned, but more importantly, the barely-there arab-israeli relations, having a deep and long history but an equally significant present and future only relied upon by hope.

yesterday, i officially gave a name to it: the three day avalanche which made my back collapse, my personal plans do a 360 degree turn and paved the way to the lightest, calmest, eerily peaceful version of myself since never. i wish i had the space to give a general version of it for bananaducky's readers but until my lungs are finally mastered either by salbutamol or by needle, to the resting place i go.