Vicky,

It's curious that you see disgust as the flipside of passion because personally, I am disgusted (and think little of) people who have no passion in their lives, be it in whatever they do or how they do things.

In my case, the disgust of people stems from the gnawing urgency to to truly actualize the ball of energy that is growing impatient with me. However, there is one problem: I am still not that secure that I am (at this point) able to handle the consequences of unravelling it.

But then, who are those poor little things who I am protecting from my eventual eruption? Must be imaginary weaklings that I invented in my head.

Ako rin pala ang pinakamalaki kong kaaway.